They stopped daddy from seeing me for a little while.
I thought they believed me and would keep him away forever.
Instead they came and got me. Mommy held me and we cried. I was so afraid.
They told me it was only for a few days but I didn't see mommy again for 6 days.
They gave me a bear. I took it back. It reminded me of the night they took me away.
I cry for mommy. I cry for my sisters and brothers. I cry for grandma. I cry for my friends from my other school.
They won't take me to dance class or religion. They put me in a new big school I don't know anyone.
I am scared.
They let me see mommy and daddy 2 times a week for an hour. I told them I don't want to see daddy that long. I asked them to stay in the room when daddy is there. They told me no.
They made me see a lady doctor, one that you talk to. I used to talk to my counselor. I told him what daddy did. I can't see him anymore. I wonder if he doesn't believe me. I don't want to talk to this lady, maybe I will get in more trouble.
I told a lady what daddy did. Mommy said that lady (CPS) would help me. She must not believe me either or why did they take me from my mommy? I guess mommy was wrong and this lady wouldn't help.
I want to come home for Christmas. They told me I could. I have been here a long time. I don't know who to believe. I don't know what to believe. I am scared. I want my mommy. I want my sisters and brothers. What did I do that no one comes to see me? Why can't they come see me? I ask my mommy every time she visits if I can go home but she leaves me here. She is my mommy, how can she leave me here? Does mommy still love me? Does anyone love me? No one must love me, no one comes to see me. No one will take me home.
I am so scared, I am so lonely. What did I do?
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